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until my 21st birthday and the official released of my most anticpated movie “Cloverfield” and i think im gonna go see it tommorrow like im just gonna build up my will power and go and not give a crap whos there i wanna see this. And im scared to turn 21 cause i can go places in which i dont wanna and people will be forcing me to go or buy them beer and shit in which i dont want to idk  im gonna have to deal with this crap. I started a B2K website and i figured since i have a blog why do i need another one? so i just turned the blogger site into a b2k one and i made a youtube video to get it out there. So hopefully i get some hits and people come and check it out.

Like early march april i dont know why i just not thought of it just now just really missing them days. Like thats when i first started taking pics of myself lol cause i didnt before and idk going up in the hills bow wows album and tribes idk just good times that i dont seem to have anymore. This c-town by bone thugs is what really set them memories off cause it really reminds me of early 05.  And ive been thinking of just flat out telling my mom about my dick and stuff cause its getting pretty ridiclious! my orgasm is lowering and thats scaring me! idk what to do….FUCK!!!. Cloverfield and my b-day in 2 more days YIKES!!!!

wow! i cant believe it, no pop in 6 weeks! i feel so proud of myself. Everytime i think about it, it makes me feel so good! yes and yeah im done with pop now and forever goodbye!. Man 3 more days from turning 21 im anxious as hell i dont want to be 21 im not ready but its going to come wither i like it or not. And i watched a film not to long ago called “Stranger Than Fiction” a brillant film i love tha creativeness that they put in films cause you dont see it often these days. Cloverfield is coming also! all make my best effort to go and see it.

Yup felix trinidad is fighting again! and just to let everyone know, hes my favorite boxer. He’s going up against roy jones jr and im going to look it up when they fight cause i dont know the pacifc date. Ok just checked and they fight the day after my birthday! how sweet so yeah i hope tito knocks him cold. And my birthday is in 4 more days! ick almost 21 years of age and cloverfield will be out also! things are looking pretty smooth and im reading a book called “The Secret” so yeah finish up that and the weird thing is i bought like 2 months ago and i just now start reading it. I also have a cool thundercats shirt that i havent worn in which i will very soon

Im looking at this youtube video and its called something like “What We Are” and its basically saying were monkeys and whatever but me? i dont believe that and its not that i dont want to but i just dont believe iam one. Anyway the boys played again tonight and i dont know for sure who i won so prolly have to ask shanda. And i think im gonna get off cause i know janessa is gonna try and sleep in my room and i dont want her too cause im getting use of it so all prolly get off right when they come back. So yeah that was basically my day reading all these comments on this video i mentioned above and yeah i dont feel to good after reading those comments after a while and if we are monkeys then that sucks.

Um lindsey and erik broke up! but it happened like a day or 2 ago and i just forgot to put it here so damn they been together for like a year and shit and idk i kind of miss the guy for some reason idk why, so yeah, thats the end of them. And lastnight was fun playing around with jersey and baby zade. Well chucky was playing for a little bit until my dad came and told them to get up stairs. And i was thinking about this like i miss chucky and zadey when they were little cause there a little annoying now and i miss making baby zade cry haha. Cloverfield in like 11 more days and i wrote that ish all over in the basement so when it all passes i can look back and just be in awe, as well as in my blogs. Im not sure if i will go see it or not i want but thats something im still thinking about. Right now its just me shanda and jersey and shandas still sleeping cause she prolly was awake all morning.

Bored as hell! and i wasnt going to be using a blog anymore but i couldnt resist it, ive been doing it too long and its something i dont want to give up. I feel like playing with chucky and jersey but idk i might prolly go in the basement and fuck around. Oh and i still havent drank a soda since December 4th! good stuff. I dont know how many days its been but all have to count again cause i forgot. And janelle and them are leaving tommorrow so idk i better spend some time with the little guys since i havent been.

looks sweet !!!!!!!

Happy christmas eve or something everybody!

so yeah um sitting here tired as hell looking for a place to lay down cause all the rooms are taken and the couches so prolly have to crash with jace and jalissa. Not much went down tonight just the same old boring bullness. And cloverfield comes out in like 25 more days and all also be 21 years old, SCARY!. So im not looking forward to that. And seems like without janessa here it doesnt feel much different lol honestly, but there coming back like in janaury and is was thinking like already! i guess they said its too boring over there so.

Anyway, yeah thats all i had to write, oh yeah, the new episode of snoops fatherhood was ok i liked the last episode better, hopefully the next one is more entertaining.

AND I CAN’T WAIT TO OPEN MY PRESENTS! EVEN THOUGH IM NOT TO EXCITED AND I ALREADY KNOW ONE.

Chow peeps