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Oh well it’s the 29th and nothing happend! great! i feel much better now.

Sitting here doing a crossword puzzle and waiting for some good dinner to get done. Lastnight i thought the lights were going to go out cause the weather was bad but it went ok. My damn stomach has been feeling knots for a couple days and i hate it! it hurts.  I like this very old new edition song called “Is This Te End” good good classic music.

So tommorrow is the 29th and im scared haha im also on the abovetopsecret forum to see whats up on the lastest updates. One thing that bothers me is like if say a astroid was about to hit, and would god or jesus intervene? because how can the whole revelation in the bible come true if there is no earth. So if it hit and we all died and nothing happend, then that would of proved god was a fake? idk  i was just thinking about that ever since i new about this whole thing. And when i woke up feeling tired as hell, mom told me it was  a satalitte or something idk thats why im on here to see whats up and i havent found anything yet.

And i guess you need to use a telescope in order to see it which sucks, cause i was going to record it on my video cam.

But i cant find any info so all prolly update about this later on when something comes along.

So ive heard about this astroid thats suppose to pass by earth in like  2 days cause i first read about it lastnight, and when i read it i got scared as hell! i thought they were saying it was going to hit us! but i guess its just going to pass so im happy. Jersey stayed the night again cause i guess she wanted to play with uncle! haha i love her lots. And her farting while she was eating ice cream made me laugh. Tiffany sent me a video on hypnosis but the only thing is that it is nasty! so idk i wonder i f shes feeling horny or something? idk but i like it and i hope she gets nastier!. So yeah all be waiting for the 29th to see what happens and i hope to god nothing does happen.

Yeah and we chilled in the basement and i really loved the way the setup with the couch, tv and the light it looked really good! and that porno cubs brought to be honest, kind of sucked! ok, it sucked big ones!!!! i didnt really enjoy it at all, i think cubs has bad taste lol. Anyway it was cool i guess writing on the notebook back and forth to eachother was funny lucky i saved it just to look at when im not feeling so good, cause i know its going to make me smile.

Also theres something i noticed about cubs, it seems like his face is really breaking out! and im coming to believe that he is and has been doing meth since the first time hes told me. His face is really really bad and when i got a good view of it i was thinking holay shit! its really bad. I think that might explain why he was actin weird, maybe he was insecure and thought i would of asked him about his face but i havent.

So anyway yeah it was pretty fun and i recorded some of it as well just felt like doing it. I borrowed the tape but i dont think all be watching it lol. But tonight was a nice chill night.

Yeah i know i watched a bootleg version but so what! lol now that ive seen it i feel much much better. I dont want to see it at the theatre anymore because it watched it and my honest opinion? it was ok. Like it was really short and they didnt show the montser enough and they should of should more action scenes, those were really effin sweet. But im watching it again right now im just gonna play back and forth the scenes that i liked. Anyway id prolly give cloverfield a 7/10. Can’t wait for that delicious dvd.

Just from listening to this song “I Know” by omarion from his first album brings back memories from 2004 and early 05 when he first came out solo. I dont know why but i miss listening to his 1st album, i thought his 2nd album sucked! and it did i have lots of memories with his 1st cd and it was much much better. And im still pissed i havent seen cloverfield! lindsey went and saw it lastnight and it ticked me off even more! im missing out on a good expereince, FUCK! idk i just cant wait until its out of theatres so these feelings will leave. So yeah just thinking right now and im feeling good and im not  going to watch anymore of them gruesome videos, i dont know why i watch that shit when im fucking up my emotional state so from now on, no more of that shit. I Missed snoops fatherhood episode lastnight but im sure a re-run will be right around the corner and all get to watch it.

I didnt go yesterday either because it just didnt feel right like i had nobody to go with and plus i was tired and idk just all the reasons from keeping me going, so i just decided to wait for the dvd no big deal. Even though i really want to see it in theatres badly, all just wait or who knows, maybe all see it tonight? who the eff knows. Jalissa and jersey are awake and just as i was gonna go and watch Transformers they wake up! so idk maybe all watch it later because i still havent watched it yet. Listening to “Dont Want you Back” by BSB pretty good song.

Go and see cloverfield tonight! reading all these review and stuff is making me go mad! and if have to see it! im not going to wait for the dvd hell no. I missed it yesterday and i wasnt going to go anyway and plus i fell asleep, i was tired and a little mad. So yeah all prolly see it tonight cause i sure aint going during the day thats to boring and i cant remember when i went when it was daytime lol. Im hungry for some corndogs right now and there cookin so im gonna munch. Yeah typical saturday.

Today is the day! im 21 years old and cloverfield is in theatres! and its in town also i just checked and im effin siked. But idk if i wanna go because i have know one to go with and im scared. Like scared that i might see people i know or something and it sucks cause i really wanna see it in theatres instead of waiting 5 or 6 months for the dvd. So all have to make up my mind today before 7:30 pm. Anyway so yeah 21 and its weird now im an adult adult lol crazy and i hope nobody comes around or tries to ask me to buy for them no way! i hope know one comes over please i hope not. And shanda left this morning and she will be gone until i think march or something, im not sure cause i forgot to ask. Anyway, feeling good today it looks nice out and its friday! the babies should be out here later on and i cant wait! this is the best birthday (day) ever! i feel special that a movie that i like is out on my birthday, makes me feel reel special haha. So yeah just chilling now.