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Happy christmas eve or something everybody!

so yeah um sitting here tired as hell looking for a place to lay down cause all the rooms are taken and the couches so prolly have to crash with jace and jalissa. Not much went down tonight just the same old boring bullness. And cloverfield comes out in like 25 more days and all also be 21 years old, SCARY!. So im not looking forward to that. And seems like without janessa here it doesnt feel much different lol honestly, but there coming back like in janaury and is was thinking like already! i guess they said its too boring over there so.

Anyway, yeah thats all i had to write, oh yeah, the new episode of snoops fatherhood was ok i liked the last episode better, hopefully the next one is more entertaining.

AND I CAN’T WAIT TO OPEN MY PRESENTS! EVEN THOUGH IM NOT TO EXCITED AND I ALREADY KNOW ONE.

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lol she was and she came back with shanda cause i looked in her room and i saw her but its strange cause i aint even like excited or anything, probaly cause my crush for her is worn out, but im still anxious and whatnot when she comes or if she comes back with my family from town. I hope she doesnt lol cause i dont want to talk to her cause im so scared and im scared she might not like me if she sees me or i saw something dumb as hell, oh well idk just have to see how things go. All prolly get off and run into my room when they come back and act like im sleeping or something. Here at the house its just me,my sister and her kids and its all dark right now, all the lights are off but its cool. A new of episode of snoops show airs tonight and i cant wait, looks awesome. So yeah a different kind of sunday but idk i guess.

Well it came today! and im excited to watch it, all prolly watch later on cause i still want to stay on the computer. Jace and jalissa are here to so im happy in plus its friday and everything is in good spirits right now, so i hope i have a great night. My other dvd should come pretty soon also.

This is pretty awesome! i didnt think i’d go this long without a can of soda but i have! and its awesome. I still have the urge to grab one from the fridge and drink it idk for some reason im holding off and im proud of myself, i really think all be quitting pop for good. I mainly drink cranberry juice,water,lemonade or juice and i still would like to drink a pop but i just always bring up the negatives of it and it turns me off. The babies are coming over today and im excited! i miss them alot so yeah cant wait. Tyree finally talked to me and that was i think 2 days ago and that night was awesome! she talked to me and shes online now but she aint? thats weird i wonder why she wont say anything but she did at like 4 in the morning. Oh well i told myself i wasnt going to caught up in her again but im slowly falling for her again which i hate so idk all just have to fight it again.

Man i want to see this film so damn bad! all these reviews and some ppl i know went and saw it and said it was good! but, all prolly have to wait until it comes out on DVD which fuckin sucks! but oh well. Um yeah, about to go to bed after i eat a delicious carmel roll and fart all night. So yeah bye and hope who ever saw the film enjoyed it.

Man oh man, i just saw the 3rd episode and this one seems a little sad. I guess raz-b’s cousin doesnt want to help him and his family out and raz said there struggling and hes got all these millions of dollars and fancy cars, then raz says “fuck you”. Honestly i dont even know whats going on but i feel bad for the other 3 members, seeing that they were on top a couple years ago and now there not but omarion is, that must be hard but i hope they can be happy and find there place. That order i placed for my dvds shipped just today! so all have to wait like 9 days for them and there shipping seperate! what the hell?. My shoes should be coming also, i ordered them like the same day so i can wait. Anyway i think im going to hit the sack cause its way pass my usual bed time lol so yeah sweet dreams.

My left eye well above my left eye is kinda bothering me a little, so idk but its friday and yeah. Babies been here since like 1 or2 and jersey is being her bad self as always. Im watching mtv diary of adam beach and its weird t0 finally see your kind doing something lol its cool but yet strange. I like this new sam creed song with snoop its dope, as well as the other ones im listening to right now. So i guess that was baby robs mom who the ambulance came for! she prolly ODeed or something idk i just hope shes alright. Lucys puppies look so much like pike its bananas! they look so cool and i feel good about switching there bedding cause the other bedding was yuck! no wonder they were under the porch crying, cold so yeah i feel good about myself for doing that.

Chilled with cubs lastnight and watched the new rocky movie that came out and the movie was alright, we just mainly laughed at rocky getting the shit kicked out of him lol. The face off album dropped yesterday and i prolly wont be it cause i heard most of the tracks but i might! i just might. Yesterday was so boring like really boring until caleb came but um yeah, thats all that really happend yesterday and right now i think i might go lay backdown cause i was only suppose to be on her till like 6:30 so i think i might. Oh yeah, and its been like a week and one day since i drank a canof pop lol.

Wow im kind of proud of myself right now i havent had a drop of soda in 6 freakin days! i dont know how i managed not to cause i know i tried before and i didnt last, so idk its kind of weird how i dont have a bad bad craving for it like i thought i would. Well im happy for myself im trying to quit soda pop for good! so lets see if i can do it, 1 more day and it will be a week. Christmas is like 15 days away and im not even excited cause its boring now days when your old lol so yeah but im excited for the kids to open them, i can wait to see there reactions. Snoops reality show was cool the first episode could of been better but it was awesome and the next episode looks even better. The movie “Cloverfield” releases in like 50 more days i think im not sure but somewhere around there and, also be 21 years old! im so scared lol. So yeah just some updates and shit chilling right now with a stuffy nose and getting ready to watch some video tapes from my camera.