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I feel good! i slept like 8 hours and i feel good about it, even though i did awake a couple times and i got pissed cause i thought i was going to have those sleep paralysis thingys but i just closed my eyes, laid there and fell asleep! hooray! so yeah i think i broke the cycle. Gave pike his medicine so yeah i try to do it very early in the morning or whenever so i dont have to think or worry about it during the day. Tommorrow we getting the room at the casino but im not to hyped so all have to wait and see what room we get and such, im going to bring my video camera and tape some stuff so hopefully i get some DV tapes so i can tape things. This “Set Off ” by BSB is cool! makes you want to dance. And the other one, “If you only knew” is a nice old ballad from there, cool shit. So as of now im not doin jack, thinking about looking at lucys puppies since the last time i saw them was when she had them! so im going to look at’em. I want some more Crandberry juice i love that stuff oh yeah, and some sugarlesss gum so hopefully i get those today.

I’m glad i didnt go to sleep when i awoke this morning, i know its the anxiety that woke me up and if i went to bed, i prolly would of had those bad sleep paralysis modes which i effin hate!. I wish i knew why i got like that? and im still afraid to sleep! well not as much as yesterday but the fear is still clinging there. I think i might go to town this time, cause i just feel or it feels right this time. Last time i stayed home so this time i might just go. I have to call her and see what shes going for first then all make my decision. So yeah, not up to much didnt sleep alot so im tired as hell right now almost ready to drop but all be ok. I hope!

I remember like in the year 2002 i was always talkin about building a pond lol i really wanted to. I remember printing out articles,reading, watching videos on pond gardening and such but, i never really got a chance to make one. When i think about it i just didnt have the help and materials i needed to create one. I’d still like to, they look so peaceful and beautiful plus, im a nature and animal fanatic. But yeah i was just thinking about that. Man i had so many beautiful memories in 2002, i love it. This different version of I Want It That Way isnt very good! i can see why they remade it and thats good cause the known version is much better. Anyway its monday and im not up to much. Same old same old. This couch beside me is awesome! i get to relax my stick legs haha. So yeah not up to much, just chilling out the usual.

Wow! there was a hawk in the back of yard sitting in a not so big tree, that was kind of awesome, its prolly the 1st time something like that ever happened. I think my heart burn is finally simmering down. I was scared for a bit cause it burned bad but now everytime i get that feeling i just burp and it helps, alot. I sure hope today is somewhat fun cause im so sick of boring days i want a fun fun day, for once, just for once. So yeah nothing much going on as of now. On youtube and looking out my window, winter is coming fast now! im ready! are you?

I hope everyone got big and bloated! i really nevered cause i slept half the day and half the food is gone! but its ok theres still pumpkin pie. Anyway yeah, just chilling right now not much going on. Sabrina added me to myspace! yes! that made me happy i thought i was going to loose track of her after she deleted her stickam. I think shes beautiful and i wonder how she feels about me? lol. I think im gonna go downstairs or something or maybe play with the babies before they leave, yeah i think i will do that. Man, some of these old recording nick carter did when he was little are really good! really, i like that song called “Lights” very sweet and makes me think of lovely things haha. Anyway, good day to all and hope you enjoyed your thanksgiving and to all the other people out there who couldnt celebrate it, Happy thanksgiving.

Stayed up a whole 24 hours! but, i dont feel all that groggy or sleepy! but i still feel like i can fall of this chair and head straight into a coma. I cant believe its already thanksgiving tommorrow! im excited. Im going to eat so much until my belly explodes lol. Right now im just chilling out waiting for mom to get back and i thought the babies were suppose to come out? idk hopefully they do. Anyway i cant wait for tommorrow and i cant wait until i get some sleep soon! i need it. Check out some of the links below if you wish.

• Mothman Lives
• Unexplained Mysteries
• Cryptozoology
• Cryptomundo
• Shad Online

Shit looks sweet

As of now, iam feeling really good! idk its prolly cause im listening to good music and watching funny funny videos. And i was thinking of watching the Lion King later on lol cause i happened to find the VHS tape and plus, i havent seen it in so long, so many memories from that movie. And a second part of that B2K reality series is up and it seems they are mad at omarion for who knows what but anyway cant wait for more episodes. And the official cloverfield trailer is up on apple.com. I havent view it yet cause i need to download quicktime, which i will. Anywwho, i think im going to eat something soon cause im a little hungry and yeah, just searching websites and jamming out. Ok im finished now.

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